Finding you at night blue shores
of coral coloured waters
no one in sight truly
but in spirit invisibly.
Encounters in early morning rays
mirror a love sent from space
in moon blue of the ocean waves
I feel a soul from past life ways.
Seeing him in being seen
perceived as what I am
no one has ever been
more beautiful than him.
Heartbeats meet, embrace,
words touch me in ways, unknown,
has he been maybe just as much
as I have been alone?
Growing from different worlds
we exchange petals in all colours,
hands found he unfolds
the flower of love in all layers.
Held in highest frequency
stealing peace blue black fractals,
overtaking energies
make me harm my family.
Biting winds burn our faces
blinded I lose your flowers,
all colour gone, carried away
I run home to go astray.
Heaven breaks, stars start sinking,
spinning dark adheres,
heart’s attacked, black fog’s rising
in waves of overpowering fears.
Pillars of dazzling lightnings
tear free from unknown source within,
forces battle inside out,
from outside in, ongoing, shaking.
Morning hours, veil is lifted -
puzzling voices, breathless talk,
hidden beings manifested
take me for a restless walk.
Orders only I can hear
force lies on my loved ones
bridges break, I can’t share,
who I am, who I’ve become.
Taken in, hands bound, not free,
alien realms, outer worlds
create a me that I will be
in a new born reality.
Loss of free will, regain of love,
with ease they change my energies
now in purple petal frequencies
you and me, connected us.
Vision waves sweep me away
rising high, refracting light,
I swim in rainbow tinted seas,
become a manta, speak to trees.
Like flying birds your words come through
brushing me out of the blue.
In thousand leaves I feel your hand
in all I’m in, through all I went.
Your shape of light against the dark
beneath a night tree in that park
walks a dream under our stars,
aligning jupiter with mars.
I could be forever
in spirit with you, no matter
what the world might hold for us
in 12th house space we’d be pure love.
Fate speaks, nothing lasts.
Grey veils draw torn sketches
in skys of hidden suns,
I don’t see the rising storm
silent, breaking horizons,
sky and ocean merge in blackness,
demons crawl up from my abyss.
Looking for light I find raw danger
for you, for me, for our future,
life’s at stake, decision made,
fleeing for a train to take.
Fates merged, charts prevailed
intertwining snakes
create a plan already failed
fate's rewritten, all paths at stake.
False games by trusted friends, charades
lay bare crumbling facades.
Still hope attached I see figures
screamed through spirit, believe shatters.
Contorted faces, enraged words
hit me deep like glaring swords.
Train is missed, there is no time,
run for life, where to when blind?
Night light’s distorting my perception,
senses alert, taste of deception.
Body fights, soul gets wounded,
stars reach out from skys too clouded,
there I grab your weakening hand,
slipping through is fading sand.
I’m losing you in smoky mirrors
hope flies out as torn out feathers,
trembling fires of white flames
barely protect, energetic crime
brings loss of love, ends life lines.
Yet I know I’m yours already
in a new reality.
Promise given souls bond in grace,
married beyond time and space.
Wherever always will I find you
in the depth of ether’s maze.
Innumerable lifetimes though ahead
I’ll have to climb all karmic ladders,
to find you again, my dear, my love,
my only reason still to live.
The want of nights merciless
your voice, black leaves falling,
is fainting from above,
a place long lost, lovers’ past.
I hit ground, on the road,
man walking by, a word is shared
in a world I left, why can’t he see,
I’m fighting for infinity?
Things get lost, left on the street,
nothing’s to keep, when death greets.
Swirling skys in black moons’ light
turn white to danger, shadows hide.
Fear grabs ruthlessly my heart,
new moon, red darkness, fading chart.
Love lost, hope becomes memory
I’m shoved to the edge of what is left of me.
Them and me, death and life,
duality in purest form,
I know I face what we all have to,
but my soul won’t be reborn.
My final breath’s undignified,
body shaken, spirit shattered,
no after life or possibility
to find you in any reality.
Tired eyes embrace heaven,
I’ll be our stars forever soon.
Their dust of light brushing me
touches extinguished eternity.
Space stops whirling, time stands,
this is dying, I accept.
Of all lifetimes, all my moments,
this is the one, when it ends.
(Sometimes we have to face nightmares to understand what we dream of.)
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