The more you let awareness grow
the less I am, the less I show.
What could I show? Nothingness
after what you made me witness.
The void I felt, when you moved through me,
when you bent my limbs and body,
made me be in dance with spirit
the most agonizing, yet I beared it.
A breath long only lasting
this imprint on body’s eternal,
being pure loss of control,
becoming nothing in free fall.
No melody, no rhythm,
shown the death of mysticism,
all intention taken from me
I become vessel, void only.
Can the rawness of physicality
only ever teach me?
No words for the truth of your reality,
too vast’s the depth of your infinity.
Slowly emerging from the matrix,
feel of something like forgiveness,
I know I’m held in wisdom and in love,
you’re with me, even when you leave.
Reconciled, please, take me in fast,
we travel Saturn’s rings of dust,
I feel his weight in 8th house lesson,
shattering matter, cores cracked open.
New shapes created – quasi crystals,
ever changing flower structures
reflect your light in unseen angles,
guide me towards alien orbits.
Racing as a manta in the speed of light,
I feel a sacred feathers' presence,
joy and love in its essence,
company in the dark of night.
Portals of higher consciousness,
we travel them in paths of star dust,
rainbow frequency emitting nuclei,
atoms as far as we can see.
Once Jupiter pulls us towards him
we’re matter only, gravitating
towards his teachings, his divinity.
How much I’ve been his student,
you wisdom keeper, in vedic astrology!
Reading his gifts by transit, a pattern,
you translate them from the sky:
a friend, work, home, the medicine.
When you, you ever unfolding peony,
open your countless petals for me,
I’m walking your suns towards their core,
your hearts, please, hide me here forevermore.
Glowing suns in all dimensions,
spinning I’m breaking their light,
glaring petals working with me
shape in dance a fiery reality.
Please, deconstruct my matter,
becoming waves I bring your stars
to the ground of the deepest sea,
planted in white sand to be
light seeds becoming silver trees
swaying gently their white shimmery leaves
against the deep blue waters,
home to my sun and mercury.
Highest of air merged with the ocean
we invite our planets in,
floating above the white silvery sand
welcomed in our element.
Two sea snakes rush in, heaven speaks,
towards our sea-rooting trees,
dancing in purple tinted rays
into the far deep blue - future ways.
Out of sight, pure light - a deer’s gliding in,
in space mars is aligning,
glances met it manifests
unseen to others you feel its hurting.
Fully expressed in deep sea sand
once emerged truth shall expand,
his love in waves it is a promise,
hearts gravitate on Jupiterian land.
Drowning in your underwater peony
no matter but wave only,
I feel your calling – colourful, glaring,
towards the stars we rise again.
In shimmery light of a thousand tulips’ colours
you blind me with your endless beauty
carried away into the dark of space,
the night enhances you - breathtakingly.
Your flowery scent is brushing me,
spinning with you I’m taken to the edge
transforming accelerated tangentially
succumbing to your ever turning mystery.
Show me your enigmas, my love,
the unseen, your impossibility,
asked I’m taken under your wings
towards the home of singularity.
Black secret hidden beyond event horizons
in the highest density of mass
bending space and time so strongly
that both extend unfathomably.
No escape from where all stands still
but what is this unseen all?
It’s what I ask of you being pure spirit
let me surrender to your secret.
You are the place of endless potential,
my most tragic yet magical,
only in these 12th house lessons
I feel your multilayered essence.
No existing anymore without feeling you,
to become space you emptied me,
please, don’t give me free too early,
I'll never share what you will give to me.
I can’t leave this daydream space,
too much between loss and love,
still in touch with your forever changing oneness,
I awake from dance with universe.
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